Zm\u011bnil se mi v Anglii \u00fapln\u011b m\u016fj \u017eivot a u\u017e jsem tady docela dlouho. P\u0159ijela jsem sem na za\u010d\u00e1tku \u00fanora tohoto roku a i kdy\u017e jsem vcelku samot\u00e1\u0159sk\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk a nikoho moc nepot\u0159ebuju, n\u011bkdy je m\u016fj \u017eivot a asi \u017eivot ka\u017ed\u00e9 au-pair prost\u011b smutn\u00fd. Chyb\u00ed v\u00e1m rodina, \u0159ekla bych. Te\u010fka m\u011bly moje d\u011bcka narozeniny, t\u00fdden po sob\u011b a vid\u011bla jsem, jak jsou od r\u00e1na \u00fapln\u011b jin\u00ed, t\u011b\u0161\u00ed se, jejich m\u00e1ma je obj\u00edm\u00e1, dostaly krabice s d\u00e1rkama a nespo\u010det p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed. Vid\u011bt takhle \u0161\u0165astnou rodinu je n\u011bkdy t\u011b\u017ek\u00fd, proto\u017ee v\u00e1s nikdo neobejme, m\u00e1mu m\u00e1te daleko a jenom pozorujete to \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed a radost.<\/p>\n
Na va\u0161e narozeniny si pravd\u011bpodobn\u011b nikdo nikdy nevzpomene, kdybyste to nem\u011bli na Facebooku<\/em>. Bylo mi i smutno, kdy\u017e tady byl Katie<\/em> p\u0159\u00edtel a cel\u00fd den m\u011bli takov\u00fd p\u011bkn\u00fd a po\u0159\u00e1d se tulili a tak, j\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee to m\u00edt prost\u011b nebudu. Budu tady sama v pracovn\u00edm dnu, bude mi u\u017e 24, nikde nebudu m\u00edt barevn\u00fd krabice a p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed\u010dka, oslavu a neobejme m\u011b moje m\u00e1ma<\/em>. Neobejme m\u011b Adam<\/em>. Nem\u016f\u017eu ten den bejt s n\u00edm… mo\u017en\u00e1 budu bre\u010det.<\/p>\n Nen\u00ed to jenom o narozenin\u00e1ch, sv\u00e1tc\u00edch. Au-pair vid\u00ed po\u0159\u00e1d rodinu pohromad\u011b, au-pair se mus\u00ed hodn\u011b dr\u017eet, asi by nem\u011bla b\u00fdt \u00fapln\u011b z\u00e1visl\u00e1 na sv\u00fdch rodi\u010d\u00edch, jinak by to \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e1 nezvl\u00e1dla. Jsem jedna z au-pair, kter\u00e1 je\u0161t\u011b nebre\u010dela kv\u016fli stesku po rodin\u011b. Jednou jsem m\u011bla hrozn\u011b na kraj\u00ed\u010dku, kdy\u017e se m\u011b Milan<\/em> zeptal na slavnostech v \u010dervnu, jestli se mi st\u00fdsk\u00e1 po rodi\u010d\u00edch. \u00dapln\u011b se mi ud\u011blalo divn\u011b, cht\u011blo se mi bre\u010det, st\u00fdsk\u00e1.<\/span><\/p>\n Uvid\u00edm je a\u017e na V\u00e1noce, prost\u011b „za p\u016fl roku<\/em>“ zase a\u017e.<\/p>\n A pak pravd\u011bpodobn\u011b zase v l\u00e9t\u011b.<\/p>\n (P\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u00ed t\u00fdden u\u017e pravd\u011bpodobn\u011b zase za\u010dnu pracovat u druh\u00e9 rodiny s babies, t\u011b\u0161\u00edm se a taky budu m\u00ed\u0148 nerv\u00f3zn\u00ed, proto\u017ee budu m\u00edt v\u00edc pen\u011bz. Srpen je krut\u00fd… v\u00edc ne\u017e krut\u00fd. Pokus\u00edm se sehnat je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bjak\u00e9 extra pr\u00e1ce nav\u00edc, v\u010detn\u011b babysitting\u016f, proto\u017ee skoro \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 nem\u00e1m a je \u0161koda prospat v\u00edkend zadarmo :) Budu se sna\u017eit v\u00edc ps\u00e1t t\u0159eba i o psateln\u00fdch \u00a0au-pair v\u011bcech a pokus\u00edm se fotit, proto\u017ee posledn\u00ed dobou nefot\u00edm nic. Kdybych tady m\u011bla Adama, tak byste m\u011bli hrozn\u011b moc fotek, proto\u017ee on m\u011b po\u0159\u00e1d nut\u00ed :) Z\u00edtra posledn\u00ed pracovn\u00ed den a potom kone\u010dn\u011b v\u00edkend…)<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Zm\u011bnil se mi v Anglii \u00fapln\u011b m\u016fj \u017eivot a u\u017e jsem tady docela dlouho. P\u0159ijela jsem sem na za\u010d\u00e1tku…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13,23],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3227"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3227"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3227\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3236,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3227\/revisions\/3236"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3227"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3227"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3227"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}