{"id":3561,"date":"2013-01-11T23:53:41","date_gmt":"2013-01-11T22:53:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/?p=3561"},"modified":"2013-01-11T23:53:41","modified_gmt":"2013-01-11T22:53:41","slug":"svuj-osud-si-delas-sam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/?p=3561","title":{"rendered":"Sv\u016fj osud si d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161 s\u00e1m"},"content":{"rendered":"

Rok hada m\u011b zradil hnedka od za\u010d\u00e1tku, hajzl zasranej. Kdyby byl hmotnej, tak ho rozsek\u00e1m. Povinn\u011b se mi v koment\u00e1\u0159\u00edch nahl\u00e1s\u00ed v\u0161ichni hadi a j\u00e1 v\u00e1m zablokuju \u00e1jpiny. V\u011bc prvn\u00ed – americk\u00fd rodiny jsou fakt divn\u00fd. Kamery v domech, ve\u010derky pro au-pair, jedn\u00fd vyp\u00ednaj\u00ed internet, dal\u0161\u00edm nep\u016fj\u010duj\u00ed auto, dal\u0161\u00ed si sama plat\u00ed poji\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed a to auto j\u00ed stejn\u011b nep\u016fj\u010duj\u00ed. Ur\u010dit\u011b to tak nen\u00ed v\u0161ude, ale za\u010dala jsem k tomu bejt hodn\u011b skeptick\u00e1 a p\u0159estalo se mi tam cht\u00edt. Nicm\u00e9n\u011b, n\u011bkdo mi vnuknul jin\u00fd n\u00e1pad, zat\u00edm budu ml\u010det. V\u011bc druh\u00e1 – tak hrozn\u011b moc se mi zhor\u0161ila \u0161t\u00edtn\u00e1 \u017el\u00e1za, \u017ee doktorka volala m\u00e1m\u011b a m\u00e1ma m\u011b, \u017ee je nezbytn\u00fd, abych as soon as possible p\u0159ijela do \u010cesk\u00e9 republiky na dal\u0161\u00ed vy\u0161et\u0159en\u00ed, n\u011bjak\u00e1 speci\u00e1ln\u00ed a lep\u0161\u00ed pro nejhor\u0161\u00ed p\u0159\u00edpady \u0161t\u00edtn\u00fd \u017el\u00e1zy. Ano, jsem tam, v nejhor\u0161\u00edch p\u0159\u00edpadech, gratulujte mi. Nev\u00edm, jestli je to stresem nebo paleem \u017eejo. Paleem p\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00edm o j\u00f3d docela. Tak\u017ee zkus\u00edm sehnat ty hnusn\u00fd mo\u0159sk\u00fd \u0159asy a p\u0159id\u00e1vat si je pravideln\u011b do j\u00eddla a koukala jsem, \u017ee v Lond\u00fdn\u011b v \u010desk\u00fdm shopu maj\u00ed Vincentku. Tak\u017ee asi koup\u00edm a zkus\u00edm, ne\u017e pojedu do \u010cR to je\u0161t\u011b ‚zachr\u00e1nit<\/em>‚. V\u011bc t\u0159et\u00ed, Tammy m\u011b ve st\u0159edu vyhodila, proto\u017ee prost\u011b to je na dlouho. M\u00e1me dohodu, \u017ee moje rodina u kter\u00fd bydl\u00edm m\u00e1 p\u0159ednost prost\u011b a kdy\u017e nebudu moci, tak se mus\u00edme dohodnout na jin\u00fd \u010das. A speci\u00e1ln\u011b ve st\u0159edu je\u0161t\u011b m\u00e1me takovou \u00fapln\u011b extra dohodu, na kterou asi zapomn\u011bla a j\u00e1 jsem prost\u011b p\u0159es poledne kv\u016fli Kejt\u00fd nemohla k Tammy a ta mi \u0159ekla, \u017ee pokud p\u0159es to poledne nep\u0159ijdu, a\u0165 u\u017e nechod\u00edm ve \u010dtvrtek. Pl\u00e1novala jsem ve \u010dtvrtek fakt nep\u0159ij\u00edt, ale p\u0159i\u0161la mi smska, jestli bych pros\u00edm nemohla dod\u011blat t\u00fdden, pak mi p\u0159i\u0161el e-mail, \u017ee jestli chci b\u00fdt je\u0161t\u011b 14 dn\u00ed, tak m\u016f\u017eu. M\u011bla jsem teda chv\u00edli hroznou svoji hrdost v sob\u011b, \u017ee jako ne<\/strong>, ale pak jsem se pod\u00edvala je\u0161t\u011b na nedoplacen\u00fd dluhy a… mus\u00edm. Ale budu si b\u011bhem toho hledat n\u011bco jin\u00fdho.<\/p>\n

Ani jsem v\u00e1m ne\u0159ekla, \u017ee jsem t\u011bsn\u011b p\u0159ed V\u00e1nocema doplatila posledn\u00edmi dvaceti tis\u00edci jeden nejhor\u0161\u00ed o\u0161klivej dluh. Ulevilo se mi docela dost.<\/p>\n

S L\u016fcou<\/em> jsme se rozhodly, \u017ee tenhle rok bude punk a zcela spont\u00e1nn\u011b jsme se najednou zjevily v tetovac\u00edm salonu a za 10 minut vy\u0161ly s piercingem v nose. Bolelo m\u011b to stra\u0161n\u011b. Necht\u011bli mi d\u00e1t hnedka krou\u017eek! Prej mus\u00edm m\u00edt peci\u010dku a za t\u0159i t\u00fddny to m\u016f\u017eu vym\u011bnit. Tak\u017ee nejsem \u00fapln\u011b punk, ale budu.<\/p>\n

Minulej vejkend jsme jely pro Vikinu na Stansted. Proto\u017ee jsme nem\u011bly u leti\u0161t\u011b co d\u011blat, omylem jsme se vydaly na v\u00fdlet do Cambridge. V deset ve\u010der. Punk, ne? M\u00e1me spoustu fotek m\u011bsta, kde nen\u00ed nic vid\u011bt a na kter\u00fdch nejsme vid\u011bt.<\/p>\n

Dneska jsem byla s Katie a Sammi v Basingstoke, vzala jsem py\u0161n\u011b svoj\u00ed River Island karti\u010dku a op\u011bt jsem nic nepo\u0159\u00eddila. Prost\u011b bych cht\u011bla vid\u011bt n\u011bco, na co \u0159eknu \u00fapln\u011b JO TO JE BO\u017d\u00cd<\/strong>. A to jsem tam je\u0161t\u011b nikdy nevid\u011bla. Krom\u011b plavek. Dneska. Ale nesed\u011bly mi tak, jak jsem cht\u011bla. A m\u016f\u017ee za to ASOS. Proto\u017ee jsem si tam jednou ze srandy, \u017ee mi to mo\u017en\u00e1 ani nebude sed\u011bt, objednala vr\u0161ek plavek asi za 3 libry a ten vr\u0161ek plavek je tak nejlep\u0161\u00ed vr\u0161ek plavek, \u017ee lep\u0161\u00ed vr\u0161ek plavek nem\u016f\u017ee u\u017e ani b\u00fdt, tak\u017ee te\u010fka se mi u\u017e nebude l\u00edbit \u017e\u00e1dnej. A fakt vysn\u011bn\u00fd plavky s lebe\u010dkou, shit.<\/p>\n

O hor\u00e1ch<\/a> u\u017e v\u00e1m asi ps\u00e1t nebudu, je to dlouho u\u017e, bylo to fakt skv\u011bl\u00fd a stejn\u011b nem\u016f\u017eu napsat prost\u011b, \u017ee Jura<\/em> blil z lanovky a Cassidy<\/em> blila u sekvoje, proto\u017ee jsem to sl\u00edbila, \u017ee to ne\u0159eknu a ten post by naposto ztratil smysl. Mo\u017en\u00e1 jen men\u0161\u00ed photoblog fotek, kter\u00fd nem\u00e1 Cass<\/em> na blogu bych dala :) U\u017e m\u00e1me dal\u0161\u00ed pl\u00e1ny, tak se na n\u00e1s m\u016f\u017eete zase t\u011b\u0161it brzo! ^^<\/p>\n

A \u017ee jste to vy, tak m\u00e1m pro v\u00e1s hrozn\u011b moc fotek, proto\u017ee m\u011b d\u011bsn\u011b bav\u00ed ColorVu<\/em>.<\/p>\n

\"\"P\u00e1r radost\u00ed z leti\u0161t\u011b :)<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"Ud\u011blala jsem si hov\u011bz\u00ed gul\u00e1\u0161, proto\u017ee jsem se nemohla odtrhnout na za\u010d\u00e1tku m\u011bs\u00edce je\u0161t\u011b od \u010desk\u00fdch j\u00eddel<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"City of Cambridge cedule jako d\u016fkaz!<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"\u010cek\u00e1n\u00ed na Vikinu u leti\u0161t\u011b XDDD<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"Je\u0161t\u011b jednou \u010dek\u00e1n\u00ed, s L\u016fcou<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"Dneska do Basingstoke<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"Po cest\u011b…<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"Po cest\u011b…<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"Po cest\u011b…<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"N\u00e1kupy!<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"River Island no, byly bo\u017e\u00ed prost\u011b, oboje<333 ale ASOS jim dal na prdel<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"PUNKS NOT DEAD XDDDDD a right now, kdy\u017e v\u00e1m tady p\u00ed\u0161u blog!<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"Right now podruh\u00fd a jdu sp\u00e1t!<\/em><\/p>\n

LIFE IS ONE BIG ROAD WITH LOT OF SIGNS, SO WHEN YOU ARE RIDING THROUGH THE RUTS, DONT COMPLICATE YOUR MIND!<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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