{"id":4139,"date":"2013-04-18T15:15:41","date_gmt":"2013-04-18T14:15:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/?p=4139"},"modified":"2013-04-18T15:15:41","modified_gmt":"2013-04-18T14:15:41","slug":"someday-you-will-be-loved-someday-you-will-be-loved","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/?p=4139","title":{"rendered":"someday you will be loved. someday you will be loved."},"content":{"rendered":"

Nev\u00edm, kdy jako dostanu rozum.<\/p>\n

Nev\u00edm ani, jestli ho chci dostat vlastn\u011b, se hrozn\u011b necejt\u00edm na 24.<\/p>\n

M\u00e1m velk\u00fd \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed, jsem hrozn\u011b rychlej zamilov\u00e1va\u010d i odmilov\u00e1va\u010d.<\/p>\n

„On fakt nen\u00ed schopnej l\u00e1sky, hele… ni\u010deho takov\u00fdho.“<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

Spala jsem v pond\u011bl\u00ed unaven\u00e1 v moj\u00ed posteli a najednou se rozrazily dve\u0159e.<\/p>\n

„Heyy Natalie!“<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

„WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE?“<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

„Jsem ti \u0159\u00edkal, \u017ee t\u011b chci vid\u011bt znova.“<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

„Po 54875 letech?“<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

„To nebylo tak dlouho…“<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

„Jo, bylo…“<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

Le\u017e\u00ed vedle m\u011b, bere m\u011b za ruku a pomalu proplejt\u00e1 jeho prsty mezi ty m\u00fd…<\/p>\n

Nicm\u00e9n\u011b… nebude u\u017e \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd p\u0159\u00ed\u0161t\u011b…<\/p>\n

Nejsem someone.<\/p>\n

Nem\u016f\u017eu.<\/p>\n

„Neuhodne\u0161, co se stalo…“<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

„X ti vyznal l\u00e1sku?“<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

„Je tady…“<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

„NENE!!!! Fotku nebo nev\u011b\u0159im!“<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

Je\u0161t\u011b, \u017ee jsem rychlej odmilov\u00e1va\u010d.<\/p>\n

Jdu v sobotu poznat n\u011bjak\u00fd nov\u00fd lidi \u00fapln\u011b, t\u011bhlech u\u017e bylo dost.<\/p>\n

Jdu je poznat a\u017e… potom<\/span><\/em>.<\/p>\n

„Nikdy bych ne\u0159ekla, \u017ee on dok\u00e1\u017ee ud\u011blat co te\u010fka ud\u011blal…“<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

„To j\u00e1 taky ne po tom<\/strong>, cos mi v\u010dera je\u0161t\u011b \u0159\u00edkala…“<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

Tenhle layout je p\u0159echodnej, jen jsem cht\u011bla napsat a do tamtoho jsem u\u017e nemohla.<\/p>\n

M\u00e1m novej extra job za babies<\/span><\/em>, lep\u0161\u00ed.<\/p>\n

\"\"Katie<\/span> na\u0161la moje vaj\u00ed\u010dka a \u0159ekla jen „You must be a very sad person…<\/strong>„<\/em><\/p>\n

Lidi, je duben.<\/p>\n

Prost\u011b u\u017e<\/strong> je duben a j\u00e1 sem neza\u010dala nic, co sem cht\u011bla za\u010d\u00edt od ledna.<\/p>\n

Trag\u00e9d again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Nev\u00edm, kdy jako dostanu rozum. Nev\u00edm ani, jestli ho chci dostat vlastn\u011b, se hrozn\u011b necejt\u00edm na 24. M\u00e1m velk\u00fd…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13,21,23],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4139"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4139"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4139\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4150,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4139\/revisions\/4150"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4139"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4139"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4139"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}