{"id":4773,"date":"2013-09-28T21:43:19","date_gmt":"2013-09-28T20:43:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/?p=4773"},"modified":"2013-09-28T21:43:19","modified_gmt":"2013-09-28T20:43:19","slug":"zari-mesic-jako-mesic-zari-ne-mesic-ze-zari","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/?p=4773","title":{"rendered":"Z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed! M\u011bs\u00edc? Jako m\u011bs\u00edc z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed? Ne, M\u011bs\u00edc, \u017ee z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed."},"content":{"rendered":"

Mal\u00e1 fotkov\u00e1 rekapitulace z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed. Nechci se k tomu u\u017e vracet dlouh\u00fdma p\u0159\u00edb\u011bhama v\u016fbec, minulost nezm\u011bn\u00ed\u0161 a pokud chce\u0161 n\u011bco zm\u011bnit v budoucnosti, tak m\u016f\u017ee\u0161. Jak\u00fd si to ud\u011bl\u00e1\u0161, takov\u00fd to m\u00e1\u0161. Chce\u0161 to m\u00edt blb\u00fd, m\u00e1\u0161 to blb\u00fd. Chce\u0161 to m\u00edt dobr\u00fd, m\u00e1\u0161 to dobr\u00fd. That’s it.<\/p>\n

Na konci srpna jsem jela dom\u016f do \u010cR. Posledn\u00ed den jsme jako\u017ee \u0161li j\u00e1, Lucie a Petr na bowling na pivo, p\u0159edch\u00e1zelo tomu teda ukrutn\u00fd drama s m\u00fdm oble\u010den\u00edm, kdy semnou oba necht\u011bli nikam j\u00edt, pokud se okam\u017eit\u011b nep\u0159evl\u00edknu. Fakt ne\u0161li, Lucie mi teda p\u016fj\u010dila aspo\u0148 kalhoty a vr\u0161ek jsem si vyh\u00e1dala, nebo\u0165 jsem nem\u011bla jinou bundu stejn\u011b. Nakonec jsme nech\u00e1pu jak, skon\u010dili na punkov\u00fdm koncert\u011b n\u011bkde v n\u011bjak\u00fdm sklep\u011b v Trutnov\u011b, v 11 v noci jsem byla tak nasra\u010dku, \u017ee si nepamatuju v\u016fbec, jak jsme se dostali dom\u016f.<\/p>\n

To bylo naposled, kdy jsem se v mym \u017eivot\u011b opila. Od t\u00fd doby jsem nepila.<\/p>\n

\"\"Druh\u00fd den odpoledne jsem se z\u00e1hadn\u00fdm zp\u016fsobem objevila v N\u011bmecku s velkou kocovinou.<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"A pak v Amsterdamu, Bruselu, Pa\u0159\u00ed\u017ei, kdesi kousek od Zermattu a pak v bo\u017esk\u00fdm Mnichov\u011b.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nikdy jsem nem\u011bla tak blbej stav po hulen\u00ed. M\u011bla jsem na noh\u00e1ch p\u0159iv\u00e1zan\u00fd kostky betonu, nemohla jsem je po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b zvedat a t\u00e1hlo m\u011b to doleva! No, to je jedno. Dala bych v\u00edc fotek, ale jsou Cassidy, tak si je bude cht\u00edt d\u00e1t asi sama. A nebo je d\u00e1m n\u011bkdy d\u00fdl, te\u010fka mak\u00e1m 16 hodin denn\u011b a nem\u00e1m \u010das ani se na\u017erat.<\/p>\n

\"\"A taky jsem se objevila dal\u0161\u00ed den v Peci pod Sn\u011b\u017ekou v osm ve\u010der.<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"Na radaru dv\u011b men\u0161\u00ed p\u0159eh\u00e1\u0148ky, v noci m\u00ednus jedna a\u017e m\u00ednus t\u0159i. <\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"St\u00e1lo to za to. O p\u016fl sedm\u00fd r\u00e1no jsem vid\u011bla n\u011bco neuv\u011b\u0159iteln\u00fdho a za\u017eila neuv\u011b\u0159iteln\u00fd pocity p\u0159i zaslechutn\u00ed toho vrtuln\u00edku. Nem\u00e1 smysl to ps\u00e1t, v\u016fbec. To se ani ned\u00e1 napsat.<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"A pak v Praze v Cost\u011b s collerem s vodkou, r\u00e1no se p\u0159ipravit na let a okolo ob\u011bda zase na leti\u0161ti…<\/em><\/p>\n

\"\"… a pak jsem se objevila nad mraky, pak pod mraky, ze kter\u00fdch samoz\u0159ejm\u011b standardn\u011b pr\u0161elo a byla zima. Standardn\u011b jsem nedopla moje jedin\u00fd d\u017e\u00edny, ani zip o asi osm centimetr\u016f, p\u0159itom jsem v \u0106R zhubla 2,5kg. Respektive jsem je zhubla n\u011bkde cestou po z\u00e1padn\u00ed Evrop\u011b a nenabrala zp\u00e1tky! Poslouchala jsem si zase svoje obl\u00edbence a jedla jenom a jenom paleo!<\/em><\/p>\n

Sna\u017e\u00edm se dokopat se k tomu p\u0159ekopat si web a nem\u016f\u017eu se k tomu dostat. Nechce se mi u\u017e ps\u00e1t sem, ale chce se mi ps\u00e1t. \u0160koda.<\/p>\n

Kdy\u017e to shrnu, je mi 25 a m\u00e1m se fajn.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Mal\u00e1 fotkov\u00e1 rekapitulace z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed. Nechci se k tomu u\u017e vracet dlouh\u00fdma p\u0159\u00edb\u011bhama v\u016fbec, minulost nezm\u011bn\u00ed\u0161 a pokud chce\u0161 n\u011bco…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13,12,19,22],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4773"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4773"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4773\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4784,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4773\/revisions\/4784"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4773"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4773"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4773"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}