{"id":5222,"date":"2014-02-03T17:36:53","date_gmt":"2014-02-03T16:36:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/?p=5222"},"modified":"2014-02-03T17:36:53","modified_gmt":"2014-02-03T16:36:53","slug":"hey-heart-on-the-road-again-moving-on-forward","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/?p=5222","title":{"rendered":"Hey heart, on the road again, moving on, forward"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Dne\u0161ek je stra\u0161nej. Jako \u00fapln\u011b. M\u00e1m tejden nov\u00fd antidepresiva a ne\u017e zaberou, jak maj\u00ed, tak do t\u00fd doby asi sp\u00e1ch\u00e1m sebevra\u017edu. Zase v\u011bt\u0161inu dne jenom prole\u017e\u00edm v posteli, kouk\u00e1m se na filmy a seri\u00e1ly a d\u011bl\u00e1m, \u017ee hrozn\u011b neexistuju a chci, aby m\u011b v\u0161ichni nechali bejt. P\u0159itom to r\u00e1no bylo docela nad\u011bjn\u00fd.<\/p>\n<p>Blb\u00fd.<\/p>\n<p>A jak tak celej den le\u017e\u00edm a je mi blb\u011b, tak v\u00e1\u017en\u011b p\u0159emej\u0161l\u00edm, co teda bude d\u00e1l. Lok\u00e1ln\u00ed pl\u00e1ny si mysl\u00edm, \u017ee naprosto selhaly. Kdyby selhal alespo\u0148 jenom jeden, tak by se dalo \u017e\u00edt d\u00e1l, ale kdy\u017e selhaly \u00fapln\u011b nasra\u010dku v\u0161echny, tak asi nen\u00ed d\u016fvod \u017e\u00edt v <em>\u010cesk\u00fd republice<\/em>. U\u017e jsem stra\u0161n\u011b cht\u011bla. Fakt jo. Ale m\u00e1 to te\u010f smysl? Asi ne.<\/p>\n<p>Hrozn\u011b m\u011b mrz\u00ed co se stalo. Je to takov\u00fd neobjasn\u011bn\u00fd zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u011b.<\/p>\n<p>Bre\u010d\u00edm.<\/p>\n<p>A jak tak celej den le\u017e\u00edm a je mi blb\u011b \u010d\u00edslo dv\u011b, tak p\u0159emej\u0161l\u00edm, \u017ee se teda zase odst\u011bhuju. \u017d\u00edt. Jinam. N\u011bkam, kde to zn\u00e1m a v\u00edm, \u017ee (by) mi tam bylo dob\u0159e. Nikdy nev\u011b\u0159 pl\u00e1n\u016fm, pokud v tom nejsi s\u00e1m.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-5223\" src=\"http:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/miracle\/wp-content\/uploads\/03_02_2014_cr1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"378\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/miracle\/wp-content\/uploads\/03_02_2014_cr1.jpg 600w, https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/miracle\/wp-content\/uploads\/03_02_2014_cr1-300x189.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dne\u0161ek je stra\u0161nej. Jako \u00fapln\u011b. M\u00e1m tejden nov\u00fd antidepresiva a ne\u017e zaberou, jak maj\u00ed, tak do t\u00fd doby asi&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13,12],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5222"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5222"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5222\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5226,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5222\/revisions\/5226"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5222"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5222"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5222"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}