{"id":5486,"date":"2014-05-14T14:58:06","date_gmt":"2014-05-14T12:58:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/?p=5486"},"modified":"2014-05-14T14:58:06","modified_gmt":"2014-05-14T12:58:06","slug":"holka-bez-adresy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/?p=5486","title":{"rendered":"Holka bez adresy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>No, ne\u0161lo by to. Nejd\u0159\u00edv jsem si myslela, \u017ee v\u0161echny ty stra\u0161n\u011b divn\u00fd zvyky, t\u0159eba ten, jak\u00fdm zp\u016fsobem se mus\u00ed mal\u00e1 m\u00fdt 4x denn\u011b zvl\u00e1dnu, zvyknu si, ale prost\u011b ne. Musela bych napsat knihu o tom, co jsem tady za 9 dn\u00ed za\u017eila. Asi necho\u010fte nikdy pracovat do nigerisk\u00fd rodiny. Hlavn\u011b je\u0161t\u011b ne\u017e jsem ozn\u00e1mila, \u017ee jdu, tak na m\u011b kdosi zaje\u010del: &#8222;<em>Hlavn\u011b necho\u010f pracovat k \u010dernoch\u016fm!<\/em>&#8220; a j\u00e1 jsem si v hlav\u011b \u0159\u00edkala, \u017ee pro\u010d, \u017ee m\u011b zaj\u00edm\u00e1 zas n\u011bco nov\u00fdho.<\/p>\n<p>No, nejde to.<\/p>\n<p>Na\u0161e pan\u00ed m\u00e1 mysl\u00edm si, takovou tu nemoc, jak mus\u00ed m\u00edt v\u0161ude extr\u00e9mn\u011b \u010disto a v lednici se v\u0161echno bal\u00ed do alobal\u016f, aby to nekontaminovalo jin\u00fd j\u00eddlo. Pak nem\u016f\u017eu naj\u00edt, co je co ani. To je asi to nejmen\u0161\u00ed, co mi tady vad\u00ed. Pracuju 11 hodin denn\u011b a padaj\u00ed mi u\u017e i <em>Kesidin\u00fd<\/em> leg\u00edny, kter\u00fd se mi povedlo ukr\u00e1st. Nepot\u0159ebuju b\u011bhat, b\u011bh\u00e1m po bar\u00e1ku prost\u011b. Mal\u00e1 se extr\u00e9mn\u011b hl\u00edd\u00e1 a m\u00e1m zak\u00e1zano ji by\u0165 nechat samotnou v jedn\u00fd m\u00edstnosti, mus\u00edm u n\u00ed b\u00fdt po\u0159\u00e1d na metr, co kdyby spadla nebo tak, tak\u017ee<strong><em> fakt b\u011bh\u00e1m<\/em><\/strong> 11 hodin po bar\u00e1ku. D\u00e1vaj\u00ed ji sp\u00e1t klidn\u011b a\u017e po des\u00e1t\u00e9 ve\u010der, jsou j\u00ed 4. Nem\u00e1m \u010das ps\u00e1t blog, snad v\u00e1m to nap\u00ed\u0161u, a\u017e najdu jinej job, kde budu pracovat t\u0159eba norm\u00e1ln\u011b osm hodin jako \u010dlov\u011bk nebo maxim\u00e1ln\u011b deset nebo klidn\u011b i 12, ale nebudu b\u011bhat a nebudu pak mrtv\u00e1.<\/p>\n<p>Taky tady v noci naprosto nesp\u00edm. Nespala jsem po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b 9 dn\u00ed. Jedin\u00fdch p\u00e1r hodin, kdy jsem se vypsala, bylo v sobotu p\u0159ed p\u00e1rty. Ale to jsem jako p\u0159i\u0161la na p\u00e1rty a padla jsem tam do postele a budili m\u011b za dv\u011b hodiny, a\u0165 jdu chlastat.<\/p>\n<p>Taky tady ze m\u011b d\u011blaj\u00ed debila. Nem\u00e1m r\u00e1da, kdy\u017e ze m\u011b n\u011bkdo d\u011bl\u00e1 debila hlavn\u011b u v\u011bc\u00ed, ve kter\u00fdch jsem si v\u00edc, ne\u017e jist\u00e1.<\/p>\n<p>Ne, tohle nen\u00ed dobr\u00fd pro m\u011b. Lidi by nem\u011bli bejt ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00fd. Mus\u00edte d\u011blat co, co v\u00e1s aspo\u0148 trochu bav\u00ed a v \u010dem najdete n\u011bco dobr\u00fdho. Tady jsem na\u0161la jenom to, \u017ee nem\u00e1m \u010das celej den \u017er\u00e1t, jsem daleko od obchod\u016f a nem\u016f\u017eu a nem\u00e1m \u010das utr\u00e1cet. To\u0165 v\u0161e. To mi moc ned\u00e1v\u00e1 zrovna.<\/p>\n<p>V sobotu po pr\u00e1ci se st\u011bhuju na sever Lond\u00fdna a budu si hledat pr\u00e1ci tam. Snad bude \u010das na naps\u00e1n\u00ed blogu, taky m\u00e1m n\u011bjakou pr\u00e1ci grafickou d\u011blat a tady nikde prost\u011b nen\u00ed st\u016fl nebo n\u011bjak\u00fd pohodln\u00fd usazen\u00ed se, abych to mohla ud\u011blat. Tak snad do\u017eenu i resty.<\/p>\n<p>Stra\u0161n\u011b, ale fakt stra\u0161n\u011b se mi ulev\u00ed, a\u017e p\u0159ejedu t\u011bma nejedouc\u00edma kole\u010dkama posledn\u00ed dla\u017edici <em>Langley Parku<\/em>. J\u00e1 pan\u00ed i malou uvid\u00edm n\u011bkdy moc r\u00e1da, pan\u00ed je v pohod\u011b a\u017e na ty v\u011bci, kter\u00fd d\u011bl\u00e1. D\u00e1 se s n\u00ed mluvit a natlemily jsme se dost u\u017e, ale&#8230; bydlet tady nejde.<\/p>\n<p>A taky, a\u010d neum\u00edm matematiku moc, si dovedu spo\u010d\u00edtat to, \u017ee pokud tady byla jej\u00ed sestra jako ch\u016fva t\u0159i roky, kdy\u017e se mal\u00e1 narodila, tak \u017ee <em>Andrea, Monika, Ilsa a je\u0161t\u011b jedno jm\u00e9no<\/em> tady moc dlouho nepobyly taky&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>No, vzh\u016fru do toho bejt bezdomovec bez pr\u00e1ce p\u00e1r dn\u00ed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>No, ne\u0161lo by to. Nejd\u0159\u00edv jsem si myslela, \u017ee v\u0161echny ty stra\u0161n\u011b divn\u00fd zvyky, t\u0159eba ten, jak\u00fdm zp\u016fsobem se&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13,24,23],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5486"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5486"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5486\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5488,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5486\/revisions\/5488"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5486"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5486"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5486"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}