{"id":5555,"date":"2014-06-25T23:17:52","date_gmt":"2014-06-25T21:17:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/?p=5555"},"modified":"2014-06-25T23:17:52","modified_gmt":"2014-06-25T21:17:52","slug":"se-zabiju","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/?p=5555","title":{"rendered":"Se zabiju"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Posledn\u00edch p\u00e1r dn\u00ed jsem nejsmutn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed \u010dlov\u011bk na planet\u011b a asi tomu tak z\u016fstane. Mus\u00edm se p\u0159es n\u011bco p\u0159en\u00fdst a nejde to po\u0159\u00e1d. Vzhledem k tomu, \u017ee tohle vnit\u0159n\u00ed zran\u011bn\u00ed trv\u00e1 u\u017e v\u00edc ne\u017e t\u0159i \u010dtvrt\u011b roku, tak pochybuju, \u017ee to n\u011bkdy p\u0159ejde a nejhor\u0161\u00ed je, \u017ee to je snad \u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l hor\u0161\u00ed. Vlastn\u011b beru antidepresiva jenom kv\u016fli tomu, jsem ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00e1 jenom kv\u016fli tomu a kdyby to nebylo, tak bych m\u011bla asi nejkr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed \u017eivot na sv\u011bt\u011b a t\u011b\u0161ila bych se na cesty. Takhle furt p\u0159emej\u0161l\u00edm, co ud\u011bl\u00e1m, abych nemusela odlet\u011bt. A \u00fapln\u011b nejv\u00edc nejhor\u0161\u00ed na tom v\u0161em, \u017ee m\u00e1m te\u010f v\u0161echno, co jsem cht\u011bla v UK m\u00edt. Dobrou rodinu, dobr\u00fd pen\u00edze, permanentku do fitka, paleo j\u00eddlo v\u0161ude po dom\u011b, kolo, brusle, auto, trampol\u00ednu, ob\u0159\u00ed pokoj, ob\u0159\u00ed sprchu a p\u016fl hodiny do Hyde Parku a moje extra joby u\u017e nejsou \u00faklidy bar\u00e1k\u016f bohat\u00fdch lid\u00ed, ale kone\u010dn\u011b to, co m\u011b celej \u017eivot bav\u00ed a to grafika a webov\u00fd str\u00e1nky a taky samoz\u0159ejm\u011b \u010c\u00ed\u010da.<\/p>\n<p>A prost\u011b uvnit\u0159 m\u011b m\u011b to zab\u00edj\u00ed a \u017eere a um\u0159u.<\/p>\n<p>Kdyby se v\u010dera nestala takhle konverzace, kter\u00e1 m\u011b stra\u0161n\u011b rozveselila, jak n\u011bkdo zasp\u00ed dobu (nebo mo\u017en\u00e1 prost\u011b sta\u010d\u00ed, \u017ee jste si s t\u00edm \u010dlov\u011bkem psali naposled p\u0159ed p\u011bti lety?) tak bych se b\u00fdvala ve\u010der zabila na brusl\u00edch skokem z obrubn\u00edku.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/miracle\/wp-content\/uploads\/25_06_2014_uk1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-5556\" src=\"http:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/miracle\/wp-content\/uploads\/25_06_2014_uk1.jpg\" alt=\"25_06_2014_uk1\" width=\"532\" height=\"395\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/miracle\/wp-content\/uploads\/25_06_2014_uk1.jpg 532w, https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/miracle\/wp-content\/uploads\/25_06_2014_uk1-300x222.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 532px) 100vw, 532px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>A\u017e nebudete m\u00edt prachy, tak si \u0159ekn\u011bte mu\u017ei. Nebo \u017een\u011b. Nebudete tomu asi v\u011b\u0159it (a nebudete prvn\u00ed), ale na\u0161e p\u0159edchoz\u00ed konverzace byla, \u017ee ani mu\u017ee nem\u00e1m. Ani \u017eenu. Ani \u010dokla nem\u00e1m, jsem \u00fapln\u011b lonely.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Posledn\u00edch p\u00e1r dn\u00ed jsem nejsmutn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed \u010dlov\u011bk na planet\u011b a asi tomu tak z\u016fstane. Mus\u00edm se p\u0159es n\u011bco p\u0159en\u00fdst a&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13,24,23],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5555"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5555"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5555\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5559,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5555\/revisions\/5559"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5555"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5555"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.aguidetolovelossanddesperation.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5555"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}